Saturday, February 9, 2013

Looking to Jesus

Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight and sin which clings so closely, and let us run the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith.
Hebrews 12:2

Again today I find myself thinking about what it means to look to Jesus, to fix my eyes on Him.  Now, I have not run in many races, but I have heard athletes tell how important it is to not take one's eyes off the finish line.  When you look away, you lose your focus and your momentum.
I think Paul was confirming this notion in regard to the race we are running as Christians.  He is saying don't be weighed down by distractions or burdened with sin. Instead keep Jesus in your sight. He is the object of your faith and the goal of your life. We are to run towards Him.
He also mentions a cloud of witnesses.  People are watching us. I think they want to believe our belief in Christ will take us to the finish line. The witnesses offer support and encouragement. If we win the race, then they can also the race.
Our prayer is that we can keep our eyes on Jesus, remembering He is there waiting. 

Friday, February 8, 2013

leaving the boat

God is our refuge and strength
a very present help in trouble.

Thoughts on Matthew 14 :28-31
The account of Peter walking on the water to Jesus is a very familiar one.  Another storm and another boat filled with disciples frozen in fear.  Jesus comes walking on the water towards them and Peter cries out, "If it is you, command me to come to you on the water.!"
He was saying  'make me believe.'  And Jesus replies , "Come." His is always a word of invitation. He truly wants us to come to him. Peter then steps out of the boat and walks right to Jesus.  He is not just walking towards Him when he falters again. He was right there. He knew it was Jesus and then he looks back at the wind and the waves and is paralyzed with fear. He cries out, "Lord, save me!'
Now Jesus reaches his hand out to Peter and embraces him. Lovingly, He says, "You of little faith, why did you doubt?"
The final act is one of intimacy and power. It was not enough for Peter to be near to Jesus. He had to be in His arms.
This is a picture of my faith walk. I'm bold enough to get out of the boat and walk right to Jesus. But the storm rages and the waves are high and find myself focusing on my fear. Yet, He never fails to reach out for me.  This is the intimacy that keeps me safe where I can always find refuge and strength.

The path of life

You make known to me the path of life,
in your presence there is fullness of joy;
at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.
Psalm 16:11

One of the thoughts that has come to recently concerns my belief about death.  More and more I am convinced that we can't begin to imagine the love and joy awaiting us as we leave this earth.  He has promised it to us over and over again.
Yet when tragedy strikes and a life is taken, especially a young life, it is difficult to accept the loss. I find myself grieving the loss, not celebrating the new life. I know its human to do this.
But today I choose to reflect on the path to life.  In it is fullness of joy.  Full joy...complete... eternal joy. And this joy is in the Lord's presence. In His presence...intimate.....  breathtaking....beyond anything we can imagine.
While we cannot bring loved ones back, perhaps just for a moment, we can visit them in that wonderful place they now call home.
When my mom died, my daughter Jennifer was only 9.  Jen was my mom's only grandaughter and they had a very special bond. I was concerned about how Jen would react to her loss.  A few days after Mom's death, I found a note on my pillow. Jen had drawn a heart and written,' sorrow isn't forever, love is'
At nine she knew what some search a lifetime to believe.


Don't you care? (Mark 4 : 35) February 7, 2013

"Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing" The story of Jesus in the boat during the storm is one I have read many times. Today the words, "Don't you care?" really spoke to me. Isn't that the way we all feel at times? Our attitude of worry conveys this sentiment. The storms come, the waves are crashing all around and Jesus is asleep. Isn't it normal to feel this way? Yet Jesus cares more deeply than we can ever know. He's in the boat. Right there all the time. So He rebukes the wind and says to the sea "Peace! Be still. And the wind ceased. To his followers and to us he says, "Why are you so afraid? Have you no faith?" Again and again He offers peace. I hear His words in a different way today. He is not criticizing my lack of faith. He is telling me not to fear, He is present in the storm. He will never leave me alone in the boat. Jesus does care, every minute of every day. My faith can hold me back or push me into His arms. So I choose to say today, "I know you care- calm my heart."